This is one of my favorite pictures of us ever. I had found a picture on pinterest where the groom and all the groomsmen did this and thought the concept fitted us perfectly. Since Matt being my superman was one of our little things. I had bought him Superman shirts, undies etc for birthdays and anniversaries. And I thought he had forgotten about this idea but he showed up wearing the shirt under his tux and I was sooo excited :D.
Other than that, we try to make the most time we can to be together, to see our families and friends and to just breathe. Some weeks it is super difficult but we do what we can. Somehow our conversation always seems to turn to starting a family. Matt is so ready to be a daddy and has been pretty much since I have known him. His past is a big part of that. So many times he has been a dad and it has just been taken away from him. Right out of high school he had a little boy with his girlfriend and tragically they were killed by a drunk driver before the little boy was even one. Just thinking about this makes me tear up. I can't begin to imagine that pain. And even after that, he was engaged to another woman with two kids and Matt pretty much became the father in their life but things with her didn't work out and leaving those kids was one of the most difficult things he ever did. I know that Matt will be an amazing dad. Our plan at this point is to possibly start trying next year, pending job situations and such. But I know in the back of my mind that it is not up to us but to the One who created us. When and if God wants us to bring a child into this world, it will happen whether I feel ready or not.
I am hoping to have more time to blog now but it never seems to work out that way. I thought when the wedding was over there would be more time for lots of things but turns out having two jobs is kind of what was keeping me so busy because I feel almost as busy now lol.